I sit with my computer on my lap in the middle of the night because I can’t sleep and television is out of order. It doesn’t get a signal. Now when I have time, I have done some thinking about the destiny of the man. It is strange with its many ins and outs. My brother entreats me to come to Helsinki this summer but I don’t have money. I hope he understands this situation in the right way.
I read earlier today about Kristian Meurmann, a Finnish singer. He told frankly about his disease and how his mental health is a challenge to his love life. Kristian is manic-depressive. Being young and capable to the work, he didn’t mention anything about the lack of money that is a big impediment when it comes between a man and a woman. Even so, I won’t stop thinking of my friend to come. And if I don’t meet her I will live alone. It is not impossible. In the world, there are many beautiful things that are waiting for someone who could tell more about them.
